Life on Muttr ( page 1 )
Am I too boring?? I'm really self conscious and my friends always tell me to hang out with them but every time I do I just stay boring? and most of the time I am bored and now my friends have friends that I hardly know so it's even harder now because of my self consciousness :/ My friend just asked me to go swim at his girls friends house with them but I said no :/
Honestly, one of my fantasies lately have been to find a really hot guy and ask him if he could teach me how to suck his D. I know that sounds weird, but I feel like I would be more comfortable if it wasn't someone I knew. Essentially, it would be like a friend with benefits situation. I know that in real life it would not work though because the guy would probably end up being a disrespectful douchebag.
Why am I here? I didn't ask to be born and my parents can't give me a valid reason for my existence. God doesn't answer. No one has a reasonable explanation but yet I have to face being a human being everyday.... daughter of TWO narcs, wife of a silent man (who maybe wants to have kids... the world may never know), friendless, jobless (by choice). I hate that the majority of the world is enslaved and I can't just say what's on my mind without being looked at like I'm crazy. Y... read more