Friends on Muttr ( page 1 )
When I first got to know you. You told me you didn't have any friends, so at first I played to be that friend. Turns out, you were the friend I needed. Now that we are drifting, I cannot stop thinking about this. I want to tell you, but unfortunately you lost interest and I'm afraid to find out how little you care anymore.
god I'm so lonely, and so clingy. i hate that my current best friend wont respond to my messages and its actually making me anxious. I really don't want them to just stop being my friend, like aaaaaall of my other friends. I know that they'll come back, I know they're just busy, or they're internet isn't working, but I'm just too needy and I hate it.
You made a really bad fool of yourself at the bar. I was embarrassed for you. I almost can't believe I let you behave that way and talked to you reasonably about the garbage you were saying. You have a really serious attitude problem. No one is obligated to have sex with you because you bought them a drink. Get over yourself.
I had a dream last night, a very vivid one, that I sat down in front of my computer and told my friend how I really felt. I said the things that are most deeply on my mind about my life and my relationship with him. I woke up, terrified that I'd actually sent the message (because of how vivid the dream was) and was relieved to see that it was, after all, just a dream.
If I said those things to him, he'd never talk to me again.
You say I helped you love yourself. All I ever did was try to make you smile. You're way to nice to me, I don't deserve the compliments you give me, I don't even deserve to be called your best friend. So why do you call me your bestie? You'll realize once the Summer ends that I am not truly as good of a friend as you think i am...