Family on Muttr ( page 1 )
I can't help but feel like I need to cut again and again. My alcoholic father will never be resented by me, but I'll never be able to tell him that I want to bleed from my sleeves. He thinks I have always I would ever want, that I shouldn't have to release that pain. But I can't help it. The voices in my head repeat every time my parents have called me a disappointment, and the pain keeps it all away. I've been clean, but I'd much rather never be. I wish I could fall off the ... read more
We've lived with my in-laws for as long as I've been with my husband (7years) . We moved out about a month ago and I am EXTREMELY happy. Problem is, my father in-law isn't. I've had issues with him since I've known him. He HATES me, I know this because my sister in-law and I are extremely close and she tells me things he says about me behind my back. My oooh my those things are horrible and I wonder how he manages to put up a front and act like all is magnificent! Ive confron... read more
My mum was a raging alcoholic for about 2 decades and then managed to go T total for a year and a half, then drinking started creeping back into her life, now she's back at it again, hiding her stash, tripping up in public and bed ridden with a hell hangover.
This life sometimes literally makes my skin burn.
I am better no contact! My sisters are f***ing a**h*** ! Nasty twats, I can't post on social media cuz I'm paranoid because her damn husband hAcked my account! They are low lives scum who slander and verbally assault me any chance they can, they exclude me from events, ignore my kids even on their own birthdays, they texted nasty a** things, show no concern when my kids or I were seriously ill or hospitalized, they show up hours late when I go out of ur way to help them they ... read more
Everytime I do something for anyone, I dont really expect a reward. But when I do help people -repeatedly- they'd always come back crawling to me for help in any way. The thing is; I'm tired.
Im sick of having to constantly cater around your needs when you dont deserve a single ounce of my time. The fact that you keep overusing that privilege and still hurt me every single time is not okay. And when I try to g**d*** reason, you'd deny and say I would be the same when there's... read more
Honestly, stop lol. You can be in a bad mood and b**** at sad all you want. But don't come at me with that crap because I didn't do anything. Or if you are, whatever. But at least be consistent, don't me pissy at me and dad, then nice to my sister. It doesn't work like that. Then you wonder why I feel like there's favoritism.
My brother kicked me out about two months ago (My parents both passed away from natural causes) and I've been mostly on my own, staying with a friend from school and his mom (Yes I'm a girl staying with a boy, no nothing happens.) I have a car in MY name, 3 knives friends gave me, and a laptop that he's keeping from me. I could care less about the knives and laptop because those are easily replaceable but I need my car for a few reasons. I live in the middle of nowhere with n... read more
So, I got engaged 2 years ago, love her with all my heart. Upon getting engaged wedding plans began getting made and both our parents are old fashioned and decided to foot the bill, my parents agreed to paying for half of the hall. At the time all was good and everybody was happy, but some 9 months back my father had a botched surgery on his ankle and has not been able to return to work (indefinatly at this point). So now they are struggling to keep afloat let alone pay for a... read more
When my father reaches up to pat my face again, I want to hold up a pair of large hedge shears up to his hands and crunch his bones in his hands and snap off the bony knuckles and the rest of the fingers hanging off the bone. I am relieved my father is gonna die someday. Hopefully soon. Don't touch my face again.